[M.Y. Fanfic] Forgotten

Pairings: slight!MyungJong, broken!MyungYeol, slight!WooYeol

Genre: Angst, Romance, AU, Friendship, Family

Language: English

Rating: PG 13 Yaoi (which means this fic is BoyXBoy so please stay away if you don't like it)

Originally written by: Firnanda @ jovinsey.blogspot.com

Already posted in my LJ and dashidorawa LJ community

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"Sungyeollie!" Myungsoo ran towards me with a very happy face which I really adore. He hugged me tightly, until I lose my breath for a while. When he pulled back, I didn’t do anything but asked him.

"Whoa, what makes you this happy, dude? Are you finally got that huge and expensive lens?" Myungsoo shook his head, he grabbed my shoulders while talking.

"Sungjong accepted me!!"

"Y-yes?"

"Sungjong is now my boyfriend, Sungyeol! He likes me too! He accepted my feeling!!"

And by the look of his very happy expression, I can tell that their relationship will be last long. I was supposed to be happy but I just can't. Yes, he is my best friend since we are in diapers, but, I love him.

All that I can do is being happy for him, hoping that Sungjong is a right guy for my Myungsoo. But unfortunately, he is not.

***

Days have passed, things getting worse than I expected. I rarely hang-out with Myungsoo, not like the old days. We are supposed to walk home together after school, playing Call of Duty at my home, licking our popsicles in the summer....but now, something like that will never happen again. He changed a lot. Yes, I really mean it.

After school, he walked home with Sungjong. When I asked him if he wants to play, he rejected me with Sungjong again as the reason. And another demand, the reason is always Sungjong. Isn't it enough with the fact that you dating Sungjong? I never think that your relationship with him will affect our friendship this much.

It hurts me so badly. All this time I just hanging around with my other friends. But of course it won't be the same again if Myungsoo is not here.

***

One day, Myungsoo come to my house, all of sudden. I was very happy. (That very happy part must be in a bold letter, and italic, and underlined, and highlighted)

"Myungsoo-ya, it has been a long time," I smiled towards him, unaware with his gloomy face. I was ready to hug him, but…

"Sungjong didn't text me yesterday, and today, too," he said, expressionless, even his eyes are not looking at mine.

My smile dropped just like that. How could you, Kim Myungsoo? The reason you came to my house is just because that Sungjong is not accompanied you this time?! Look, you're lucky I'm not kicking your ass out from my house!

That familiar pain is coming again. But this time it was more aching. Until I want to take my heart out and shove it in Myungsoo's face while saying: "This!! My heart is winched in pain because of your nauseating behavior!!"

But unfortunately, that’s impossible.

***

It was another day in autumn, the wind is kinda strong. I tightened my navy blue cardigan and lowered my beanie. I was walking on the crowded street at Hongdae, and thinking about Myungsoo again. That bastard, why don't you get out of my mind?

Myungsoo maybe is sleeping on his bed, tossing his blanket towards nowhere every hour, slapping his own cheeks until it turns red and ignored everyone who banged his room's door, because he sleeps too much in autumn. Hey, Myungsoo, I bet Sungjong doesn't know this fact about you. It made me somewhat proud because I knew Myungsoo much longer than him.

I kept on walking until I reached Starbucks. I entered the cafe and ordered a medium size of hot Americano. While waiting for my order, I threw a glance around this place. Maybe I'll meet someone I know? Maybe Hoya? Dongwoo Hyung? Or…

That guy.

That bastard (another bastard besides Myungsoo), he was with another guy, their fingers entwined with each others, and sometimes they're kissing. Kissing! I really mean it! Fuck.

Fuck that stupid chick named Kim Myungsoo. Only if you know that Sungjong is such a whore who is happily cheating behind your back! And what are you doing? You adore him so much until you sacrifice our friendship just for a guy like him.

***

"You're just jealous!!"

"No. Myungsoo, listen to me, I'm saying the truth. I did see him with another guy-"

"Just shut up!! Sungjong loves me. He really does. You don't know him Lee Sungyeol, stop blabbering stuff about him!"

There's a silent. Until a words escaped from Sungyeol's mouth.

"You trust him that much, huh?"

"Yes! More than I trust you!"

Three seconds later, there's a loud bang coming from the door.

***

"You're moving for real? Damn, tell me if this is just one of your silly pranks!" Hoya said while I was busy packing my stuffs.

"Yes, I'm moving. I mean, with my family. Of course,"

"Where are you going?"

"Japan. Isn't it awesome?" I chuckled, Hoya's eyes widened as I kept on talking.

"Oh, dude, yes it was awesome but, me and the other guys will miss you. We'll miss your stupid prank; we'll miss our bonding time, we-"

"It's not like I was going to be buried at the graveyard!"

"Yeah, you don't, of course" I laughed at him; sometimes this muscular guy is just as silly as me. "How about Myungsoo?"

No. Not that person again.

"I'm just a stranger to him. I'll just play my role as a good stranger,"

"Dude, you're so kind. If I was him, I'll date you for sure. Too bad he's really stupid and chooses Sungjong out of all people in the world,"

"I know right"

And suddenly,

"SUNGYEOL-AAHHH!!!"

It's Sunggyu Hyung and Dongwoo Hyung. Guys, I will miss you.

***

It has been 2 years since I moved to Japan. It's nice, Japanese people is really warm-hearted and friendly. I'm going to the university in Tokyo, and met Woohyun (Korean, of course). He's kind, a funny yet greasy guy, totally the opposite of Myungsoo. Oh forget it, why did I mention his name again? Tsk.

Last month he confessed to me, but I rejected him. I adore him as my brother, as my best-friend, and he understand. Luckily, we're still a besties.

Today I was just rolling around my bed, enjoying my day off. I wondered where the heck Woohyun is, he said he'll show me his new Call of Duty. Ah whatever. I turned on my TV and watch MTV, G-Dragon's That XX MV is now playing.

~They say love is blind, oh baby, you so blind~

That line, reminds me of Myungsoo, a lot. He's blind, yes, completely. It's not just one line of the lyrics, but the whole song described how I feel towards him. Sungjong is absolutely not good, but he kept on clinging onto him. I wonder how Myungsoo’s life is now. Is he happy? Is he finally found out that Sungjong is a bastard? Is he still blinded with his love obsession towards that chick?

Like I care.

But (fuck), yes, I do care about him, so much.

***

"How's life going, Sungyeollie?"

"Sunggyu Hyung! Yahhhh why don't you call me? It almost two weeks"

"It's supposed to be you who call us!"

"Haha, yeah, I'm sorry. I'm being busy with my study,"

"It's okay. We understand. You will come to Korea in the first week of summer, right??"

"Of course, I promised you guys. And I'll bring someone, he's nice!"

"You got a boyfriend already, Lee Sungyeol??"

"Nooooo, he's not my boyfriend. He's just a best friend of mine. Don't misunderstood,"

"Ah, okay. I'll hang up now, Hoya called me. See you later?"

"Yeah, bye Hyung"

I put my phone on the drawer and throw my body on the bed. I can't wait for summer. I can't wait to go back to Korea after these years.

"Sunggyu called you?" asked Woohyun. I forget he's here, he's so quite when he played a game, so I didn't notice.

"Yes, just want to make sure I'll return to Korea on the first week of summer. You’ll go with me, right?"

"Of course"

"Cool"

I hope my summer will be alright.

***

"SUNGYEOL-AAHHHH!!!!"

"GUYYSS!!!" They broke me into a group hug, they screamed like crazy, and forget the fact that we're in the middle of the crowded airport. We pulled each other to catch some fresh air. I introduced them to Woohyun, and seems like Woohyun and the guys will have a good relationship, that's great.

"Woah, Sungyeollie looks so mature now," Dongwoo Hyung said, he ruffled my brownish bang and giggled. His laughter still sounds magical in my ears.

"Not really, he's so childish,"

"Woohyun-ah!"

"Hahahaha, admit it, Sungyeollie, everybody knows!" Sunggyu Hyung said and laughed. Oh, man, his eyes are getting smaller than usual.

After that we went to Sunggyu Hyung's house, using Hoya's car. He kept on blabbering stuff about how easy the driving test is, just to make a fun of me. Yeah, blame me and my motorcycle license.

Finally, we arrived at Sunggyu Hyung's house; his house is new, looks bigger. And to my surprise, he's in the same neighborhood with Myungsoo. Damn! His house is just about 50 meters from here.

"Don't worry. Myungsoo always stay home," Sunggyu Hyung patted my shoulder, as if he could read my mind.

"Myungsoo doesn't stay home when it comes to summer,"

"But after he broke up with Sungjong, he never going anywhere, for your information,"

And it surprised me, more than ever.

***

"Don't you have any popsicle in your fridge?" I asked Sunggyu Hyung. He shook his head.

"The kids ate it yesterday. You can buy it. The convenience store is just 2 blocks away from here,"

"No need to tell me the way, Hyung. I still remember," I chuckled and grab Woohyun's arm to accompany me.

"Okay, Choding. Be careful!"

"It's not like I was going to be kidnapped by a stranger and don't call me Choding!"

"Whatever!"

Soon I left the house with Woohyun. We walked down the street in silent, I don't know what's on his mind right now, but me, myself, is thinking about Myungsoo. I wonder how he looks like, I wonder if he's fine, I.....damn! I'm not supposed to be like this! This is not right. This is not right. No!

I don't love him anymore. Am I?

“Thinking about Myungsoo again?” Woohyun suddenly wrapped his arm around me and grinned. I sighed for awhile, hating the fact that he could easily read my mind.

“I hate you!”

“I love you too!”

“Nam Woohyun!!” I smacked his head and walked quickly. I could hear he shouted my name but I ignored him.

Sometimes he’s really, really annoying.

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Maybe there will be a sequel :p