Pointless Entry

Actually, this morning I was about to post something here but crap happened. I already typed 2-3 paragraphs but after I reread it I was like: "What kind of shit is this?" and then I brutally stepped on CTRL+A -> DEL. End of story.

So, just now, I opened my twitter. My oh-so-untouched-for-century twitter. I tweeted one stuff and then I didn't know what to do for the next second. Oh, Lord, where did my twitter passion go? Last year, I remembered that I tweeted about 150 tweets per day. Ooh, so expert. But now...

I'd rather go to blogger or youtube. Blabbering crap, watch something entertaining, download some movies, yada yada. That's nice. But still, I miss my twitter. Really guys, I just realized that so many things changed this year.

I just fucking realized it.

Shit happened. 

Shit did happens. 

And it's still February for goodness' sake.

What Made My Day

Today was started with Math. I repeat, my beautiful Wednesday morning was started with Math. Tell me what's worse. 

So, the lesson was about 'Limit'. Just like the title, it made my brain got on its limit. I was pretty okay with the previous chapter but this time...no. way. in. hell. I tried my best to understand but I failed. Everybody was like "Don't stress yourself, dude", how come I don't stress myself? It's not like I want it, anyway. At that time my mood was terribly bad. I was...totally screwed up and I tossed away my workshit all the time. (yeah, I know it's Worksheet but I don't care) 

But something magical happened at the fifth period. It was my forever-favorite class ever: ENGLISH. And I got an A+, the highest score in class. Woohoo!!! It was a writing assignment and yeah, I love writing. 

So, that's it, English made my day. Once I reached home, I opened my thick grammar book and learned it carefully. Yeah, that 'A+' thing motivated me. 

:)

Such a Lose-Win Deal

Today was a very hard, tough day. I'm positively hate rain, and seems like the rain hate me too. Well, it was a very big deal for me.

So today when I just bought a gasoline, someone in the gas station told me that...my back tire was leaked. Oh, tell me what's worse than having a tire leaked in the middle of the hard rain. And I didn't even know where to go, what to do, how, why... And I suddenly remembered that my parents were not home at that time. They were a long miles away from where I stood. C'est terrible!

Soon, my tire was not leaked anymore. Lucky that I found a place where I could make it fixed again. I went home, still, under the sobbing sky. When I reached home, I got a headache, a very bad one. I really mean it. 

It was 06.30 PM when I went to bed and curled up into a ball, trying to let the pain go and find the warmness inside the blanket. Something did work, I fell asleep. At 8 PM, I woke up and the pain was surprisingly still there, what a luck. And at that time, I realized that everything was dark and my parents were not home yet and I fell asleep again. Zzzz

It was 9.30 PM, my little sister woke me up and asked me to lock the front gate because it's already late. My parents were still not home yet, for goodness' sake, that's why. The headache was still annoying me and I didn't have my dinner yet. I don't care, I'm not hungry anyway.

This story didn't have an end. Guess why...

Stetsa Art Festival 2013

HELLO GUYS!
I'm back with these photos of us on STAF 2013 last week. Previously, I posted an update for STAF 2012. Wow! It has been a year. But, now I've no heart to write any story related to the event. I don't even know why, maybe because tomorrow I'll have a Math test. What a burden...

And here is my lovely fellas and classmates *smooch smooch*

Those were my lovely people who could be seen at this post too.

And then... the selcas

This last selca was THE BEST, because she and I were MYUNG-YEOL. Hahaha, we had done the same selca last year. 

Last year...

AND LOOK AT WHAT I FOUND...

o_O

Okay

Okay

The last picture...

le me after the event. LOL

Yeah, Sunday is Dead to Me

Dead. Fucking dead, you crap. Sunday means nothing. Nothing.

Sunday was just a day when I was feeling grateful for be able to breath the air again (yes I'm not dead yet) and very very thankful because God lets me to get some rest. What else? Nothing.

I'm not gonna tell you what shit happened today. That was ridiculous, I didn't even have a heart to remember it again.

What's the difference between Sunday and the other days, huh?

"Yay, it's Sunday, let's have a movie marathon!"

Crap! It's not like there's 48 hours on Sunday or what.

"Yay! It's Sunday, I'll hang out with my family"

Oh, riighht? Hanging out and slowly mindfucked because all of sudden you remember that you have a lot of homework for Monday?

Yes. Those craps on the "___" were mine. Before I found out how stupid I was.

A/N: don't take it to your heart! This is mine, my journal, my crappy note about what shit happening in my life (in my family)

Look Who's Blabbering Crap Again

I'm sick guys. Like seriously, sick, since Thursday. Dunno what's currently got into my body because I felt like shit. But yesterday my body got better so that I could attend my school's yearly event, and today I thought I catched a flu. What a reality.

I'm missing school. Just, dubberyoo ti ef? Firnanda is missing school? Noooo, not in that way. I just hate the fact that I'm missing a lot of classes, which means I'll get a lot of homework. Oh man.

And about yesterday's event, I can't post the photos and the story yet, guess why, all of the photos were on my friend's hand and I would copy it tomorrow Monday. Tomorrow Monday... crap... tomorrow is MONDAY. I was staying home and getting away from the crap for 4 days straight and tomorrow...is it the time to face the reality again? Though I'm sure these days I was not dreaming. Yeah, 'cause I was not.

Okay let's forget the crap for a while and I don't even know what is 'for a while' stands for.

Of Fan Fiction, Adjusting Journal Entry & Whatsoever

Illustration (Sungyeol.red)

Well, it was 9:46 PM when I typed this. It's not like I've got nothing to do but something suddenly clicked on my mind and I hurriedly went to Blogger to write this crap. 

Today, it had been a long long way too loonngg journey, yeah, me and my friends went to play. It was wonderful that I somewhat didn't remember my Adjusting Journal Entry TEST tomorrow. It wowed me...WOW! And what was it? An English homework? You expect me to give a damn about it? No way in hell, guys. No fcking way. Ha! With those load of sht, I was just sitting here, reading fiction like a free soul in heaven. I started reading this thing since 7.30 PM and guess what? I still had my eyes stuck on the 25th chapter. What the heck? Was I this slow? Was it because of my poor, grammar-sucked English? Like I care. 

The story in the fiction itself got me on my nerves. The plot was totally FUN even though I've got a lot of confusion, but I could sense the feelings and emotions that the author filled in the story. 

Okaayyyy, I should continue my job right now, nooooo, not something related to homework but the story o_O Yeah, I don't even have any heart to take a look at my schedule for tomorrow. LOL

Boredom (Primary school-er style written)

Sunday, Feb 3 2013

Bored to death

Nothing impressive

The rain was killing me down

I slowly hate it

It drenched everything I adore, screw you water!

I closed my eyes, approaching my slumber island,

And woke up again,

It still raining, what the f

Television sucks,

It didn't make my day (at all) 

Bored

Bored

Bored

So, what now?

If boredom could kill, 

Then I was surely coated with blood and what-so-ever I don't care

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What kind of shit is this?
Is it a poem? LOL
T

Set Up

Hello, the upcoming Monday. Just gonna check my schedule. Uh, okay, let's take a look...

English: 
YAY! English class. Yay yay yay yay! 
Did I just cheering? Okay, it's not like this class is something bad or whatsoever. This is not practically bad, because tomorrow there will be a group task so that I won't suffering that much. 

Art: 
Oh God! Save me please!
Okaayyyy my 3D object wasn't done yet, but I'm pretty sure my classmates neither. Ha! My luck. 

Math:
Screw you, invers function! 
My workshit (or is it Worksheet?) was abandoned inside my bag and I don't have any heart to take it and solve the invers function one by one. I'm not in the mood, now. (I'm forever not in the mood with Math, btw)

Geography:
Tomorrow I'll have a presentation. Everything was already settled. No worry! 

Accountancy:
Oh, yes, the Worksheet Test. Let's not talk about this. 

[M.Y. Fanfic] Forgotten

Pairings: slight!MyungJong, broken!MyungYeol, slight!WooYeol

Genre: Angst, Romance, AU, Friendship, Family

Language: English

Rating: PG 13 Yaoi (which means this fic is BoyXBoy so please stay away if you don't like it)

Originally written by: Firnanda @ jovinsey.blogspot.com

Already posted in my LJ and dashidorawa LJ community

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Path

Life, world,

Going all around with no mercy,

Let us holding onto gravity with guiltiness,

Hiding a shame, pointless feeling

It blocks out our real, natural feeling

The God spot which belong only to us

Every single mistake we made,

Losing something as the payback,

Is it fair enough? 

Big with the bigger one,

Small with the biggest one, 

Is it fair enough? 

Yes

No 

Your own road will answer

- Firnanda