it was lit, fam

I'm going to call this post: Rewind 2015. Rewind is the trend I suppose, so here is it

But i have a problem, my friend

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I DID YESTERDAY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER SHIT FROM MONTHSSS AGO? Forget it. It's too burdensome. Hehe, hehehehehe

brick me

So, 2015 is coming to an end. Hmm that was fast?? Happy New Year 2015 and then BOOM it's gone in a blink of an eye. It doesn't feel real ohmygod it's just an illusion i knew it we've been tricked!

All I remember is just how financially broke I am. HAHAHAH And I guess I read roo much astrology posts this year. I'm sick of it tbvh because you know what they ALWAYS say about cancer?!

"cancer will fucking cry!"
"they will cry"
"ohmygod they gonna die in misery"
"they gonna cuddle with you inside a warm blanket and gonna make you a hot chocolate with marshmallows on top of it"

Hell-fucking-o that is BS! Let me tell you what kind of cancer I am: I always have this bitchface when there are a lot of strangers, I'm a very sensitive chick yes I can't even argue properly gdi, DUH I'm basically an INFJ-T. Google it you will know

((why did i sound so angry in this post? nah probably just frustrated))

Ok, negative things aside, actually I feel so blessed this year. Less family issues, less friendship issues, less mopping over some unimportant shitheads; yep. The most stressful thing is exams actually. How I deal with my GPA, how I deal with my group projects, and a lot of new people.

And how I found a new love called SEVENTEEN. See my previous posts. I'm going crazy, seriously.

So.....2016 is coming. MEA is coming. (Masyarakat Ekonomi ASEAN = ASEAN Economic Community)

FINALS IS COMING! That slapped me right on the face cz I need to study! I need to increase my GPA :-(

My wish for 2016 are:
1. Money. Loads of it.
2. GPA (we call it IPK) = > 3,3 at least
3. A better world. I mean it. I'm so sick with what happened in 2015. #PrayForHumanity
4. For everything to get better! Amen!

See ya.

ohmygod i need to change my header :-(

The Evolution: SEVENTEEN Hip Hop Unit

Hello. It's me. It's so typical of me to talk about myself..... SO NO I'M NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF LOL I'M GOING TO WASTE MY FREE TIME UPLOADING SVT PICTURES

(sorry for the Adele reference)

Here we go...

The evolution of seventeen hiphop unit aka visual unit aka "omg i'm so cool on stage but act ridiculously off stage" unit. 

WARNING: THIS POST IS VERY VERY LONG YOU'LL NEED AT LEAST TWO DAYS TO FINISH SCROLLING LOL NO JK

Predebut days 

FETUSES!!

eye candy.

I don't have time to sum up how my life has been going for the past xx months so I come back bringing these cuties from the kpop industry :-)

left to right: jun, hansol, seokmin, seungkwan, hoshi, joshua,
coups, woozi, wonwoo, junghan, minghao, dino, mingyu

(damn that was one long ass intro)

Oh well...

me reacting to ppl having a fuss over _______

Happy Birthday.

This blog turned into a scarehouse lmao but seriously, it's not like I DON'T WANT TO write shit it's just.......nothing came to mind. Yeah. Now, for the sake of my bday, I decided to write again. I know, my writing is crappy now I'm sorry.

I'm officially 19! 19! I don't know what's special about 19 I can only thought of SISTAR19.

/cue Ma Boy/

This year is not a very good year to me and my family. Financial issues is the main topic here so I don't want to tell you too much about it. Basically me and my fams need some $$$$$ this year (and my Dad can not shut up about 'this is our new President's fault!' LOL). I can only smh. So, yea, I learn that it's more beautiful to be so grateful for what we got, instead of whining and beg for more. Lack of money turned me into a new person, tbfh. I noticed that and I'm glad.

As for my bday this year. Nothing special, I guess. Nothing different happened today. And I didn't even notice the date if my phone didn't remind me! Really.

I don't expect anything such as present or some shit like that I only want to stay up2date since it's INFINITE's comeback!! I basically live on Twitter. Twitter 24/7. Twitter should pay me money for this. I'm serious.

Btw, you must see INFINITE's new MV! And the 360VR MV teaser! They ARE AMAZING! Esp Sungyeol! (cz he's my fav member and I'm biased as fuck tyvm!)

That's it my random rants for this not-so-special day. I barely had anything to say about my bday and it shows how many fucks I give for it HAHAHAH I just turned 19! My 19 y.o friends and every 19 y.o person in this world experienced it. The only important thing about it is the FACT that Allah still gives me chance to live in this cruel and fucked-up world. Thank you very much I'm grateful. ♡

Bye.

P/S: actually there's A LOT of other things that I want to write here but I can't find the right words. I'm a bit rusty sorry ;_;

wth am I writing...

credit: 91station

It's a Sungyeol x OC fanfic. (not really an OC but....well...)

Warning: it's a little trashy so bear with me (and my english)

Block (or Blok)

Guess who's back? Me! (nah not really) (who tf cares anyway)

The sad truth is, gue kena writer's block! You know, right? When a person/writer couldn't write something because of a sudden inability to produce a new work! Gue gak paham penyebab-penyebab dari penyakit ini karena tiba-tiba aja sesuatu ini menyerang dengan ganasnya. Gue sampe googling 'cara mengatasi writer's block' tapi percuma karena ternyata (menurut gue) penyakit ini tergantung pribadi masing-masing aja sih buat ngatasinnya. Yang kuncinya juga cuma satu yaitu: niat! Kalo gak niat yaudah, the end.

Terjadi banyak peristiwa dikala gue terkena writer's block; seputar perkuliahan, libur pra UAS, waktu UAS, habis UAS, tahun baru, infinite, hasil uas, et cetera et cetera. Dan kayaknya gue gak bakalan nyeritain itu karena ini menyangkut harkat dan martabat, bahaya kalo dunia tau. (lagian juga gaada yang mau tau)

Sekarang gue lagi enjoying life; jadi 99.9% anak rumahan. Kerjaan gue tiap hari sama; bangun tidur, cek sns, mandi, makan, twitteran, sketching (gagal), nulis fanfic kalo nemu ide, baca fanfic, socializing with fellow inspirits, tidur. Udah.  Itu aja sih. Kalian-kalian yang menjalani hidup normal (ew.), pasti gak bakalan tau rasanya kayak gimana. Pasti banyak dari kalian yang berpendapat obsesi gue terhadap hal-hal yang berbau korea (wisely speaking, the fangirling thing is not only about a korean band, tho (i.e 1D/5SOS/maze runner, even!)) itu adalah sesuatu yang gak penting.

"Duh ngapain sih lo ngurusin ginian? Ngaruh banget sama hidup lo?"

Ngaruh. Karena ini hiburan gue. Karena gue naruh interest (and money. and life. and feelings) sama mereka. Because they entertain me. Enough said.

Gue sampe bikin akun twitter khusus buat fangirling, dan menutup personal account.

Bukan berarti gue menutup akses dengan real life ppl ya, duh, please. Menutup akun twitter bukan berarti gue berhenti menjadi manusia dan beralih menjadi makhluk cyberspace. Meskipun kadang (most of the time, I meant) gue memilih untuk menyendiri dan menjaga jarak dengan teman-teman pas liburan ini. Gue mengakui gue gak normal dan gue nyaris mirip sama anak-anak tumblr yang kerjaannya di rumah berteman sama wifi, maen twitter dan, yah, reblogging gif-gif lucu di tumblr. Sometimes we need a space, you know.

Ok, bye.