I feel like shit these days. I might appear very fine. Too fine, actually. I wake up at 8, skip breakfast, watch comedy shows, play twitter, not socializing with anyone, eat dinner, read fictions, then I'll call it a day. Since the new semester isn't gonna start anytime soon.
But, the noise inside my head, the worries I keep in my heart, all the supposed-to-be-irrelevant thoughts, the uncomfortable bullshit in my guts, yikes! Sometimes I wonder if it's okay to just die.
"What kind of crap are you talking about? You look fine and happy! You can't be that stressed out!"
Well, ya, what do you know about me?
I never joke about 'stress'. It's a strong word to me. Don't play around using that term.
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