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karena lagi kangen nulis disini jadinya aku nulis lagi

Emang manusia ya. 

Wishlist #1 udah dicoret nih ceritanya, tapi kemudian nambah lagi listnya. Begituuuuu aja sampe kertasnya abis. 

Jadi, atas ijin Allah dan atas kuasa-Nya, doaku yang aku tulis di postingan ulang tahun kemaren udah terkabul. Alhamdulillahhhhhh

"I just hope I can increase my GPA by a number or more. It's depressing to think about it. Imagining the lecturers and the sins I've made in the process of my study. Oh hell no I've done a lot of unthinkable mistakes. Please, God, it's about time my GPA shines as bright as the stars."

Itu yang aku tulis dua bulan yang lalu. DAN GUESS WHATTTT? IPK aku naik! :"))) By 0,3xx! Alhamdulillah banget subhanallaahhhh. Liat itu tuh rasanya kayak beban di pundak ilang semua. Lega banget sampe mau muntah.

Dan ada satu lagi wish yang udah kesampean. Akhirnya aku dapet laptop. Laptop gak baru sih, Ayah dapet dari kantor katanya. Tapi lumayan lah ya, masih bisa digunakan dengan baik meskipun batere agak bocor dikit. Dikit. Yes. 

Ok, sampe lupa tadi mau nulis apa :( sedih

I wanna write about the things I did for the last two months.

AKU BALIK NULIS FIKSI! ARGH! 

Dan kali ini aku nulisnya bener-bener merhatiin grammar, vocab, plot, dan segala tetek-bengeknya yang DULU gak aku perhatiin sama sekali. Aku postnya di Archive, dan ya Allahhhh ternyata banyak yang suka aku seneng banget sumpah! Dan yang komen tuh writer-writer favorit aku yang Works-nya aku subscribe! Dan kudos yang aku dapet lumayan lah ya, pretty average but I'm pretty confident to say that I've improved by a lot!

DAN! JADWAL SEMESTER 5 AKU! holyshitmanthisisprettyfckedup ;;;;

Aku pulang ke rumah itu kayak buat mandi sama tidur doang. Bener-bener gak ngapa-ngapain lagi selain itu. Aku pengen banget ngekost atau ngontrak sama temen-temen. Tapi bilangnya ke orang tua itu loh agak berat gimanaa gitu. Udah UKT segitu gedenya, mau nambah ngeluarin duit kost lagi tiap bulan -_- bisa-bisa aku gak dikasih duit jajan lagi. Aku sampe bosen ditanyain "Lah? Jauh banget dong transport dari rumah ke kampus? Gak capek? Dari rumah berangkat jam berapa? Kalo macet? Gak mau ngekost emang?"

Sumpah sampe eneg dengernya :(

Aku juga pengen cerita yang laen-laen tapi sifatnya internal banget jadi gausah lah ya. Aku sendiri gak nyaman ceritanya. 

Gitu aja


Bye.

eye candy. (2) (csc - ksy)

Just wanna show the world how amazing these boys are.
I'm not going to say too much (I won't say anything actually)
Note: Stan Seventeen. Stan Talent. These boys are not all about looks or heights or some kind of that bullshit, these boys are talented as fuck you'll be ashamed!

let's just quit

I feel like shit these days. I might appear very fine. Too fine, actually. I wake up at 8, skip breakfast, watch comedy shows, play twitter, not socializing with anyone, eat dinner, read fictions, then I'll call it a day. Since the new semester isn't gonna start anytime soon. 

But, the noise inside my head, the worries I keep in my heart, all the supposed-to-be-irrelevant thoughts, the uncomfortable bullshit in my guts, yikes! Sometimes I wonder if it's okay to just die. 

"What kind of crap are you talking about? You look fine and happy! You can't be that stressed out!"

Well, ya, what do you know about me? 

I never joke about 'stress'. It's a strong word to me. Don't play around using that term. 

deux

SOOOO

HELLO!

I'm here again and guess why? Yep, because today is my birthday and it feels weird to not post anything in this.... full-of-cobwebs blog. I feel kinda sorry for abandoning this ship(?) for how long? Almost a year? Oh my God.

I look back at the time when I used to post thrice a day. What the hell man what did I do in my life before that I got that much of a free time to blog?? Right. Middle school. Puberty, first love, tryhards, and all that shit.

Ok. Back to the main topic of the day.

I'M 20 YEARS OLD! TWENTY! I'M IN MY EARLY 20S NOW OHMYGODDDDD

Does that mean I will face my midlife crisis, soon? Too early for that? Who knows?

I can't believe I can't say shit like "Hell yeah I'm still 19 years old, brah!" anymore. (lol but that sounds really stupid what did i think) I'm kinda sad. Good bye, 10s.

Look at me look at me look at me I'm kinda childish if you read this entry but believe it or not, I'm a pretty cool and chill girl in real life. Turning 20 does not do shit in my life tbvh. Age doesn't change anything. People does. I guess. Idk much about life but I do know enough to keep me sane and open.

Ok, now, what do I want for my birthday?

I just hope I can increase my GPA by a number or more. It's depressing to think about it. Imagining the lecturers and the sins I've made in the process of my study. Oh hell no I've done a lot of unthinkable mistakes. Please, God, it's about time my GPA shines as bright as the stars. I cannot wait much longer. I will become an intern next year so please :-(

And another thing I want is.... for my family to stay healthy..... and healthier if that's possible (and getting wealthier) (it's all about the $$ anyway) (what's new) (tuition fee is the shit I want to sue somebody)

And I need a fucking driving license!

Oh, and I want a brand new laptop. LOL. Really. I want it and I NEED it. There, I put in the keyword. The main point.




Bangsat ah pake bahasa Indonesia aja, udah malem ini ngetiknya keburu ngantuk gak bisa mikir banyak. Huhu

Intinya bersyukur aja sama Yang Maha Kuasa udah dikasih umur panjang dan semoga barokah. Semoga di umur yang ke-20 ini, Nanda bisa jadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi, jadi lebih mandiri dan dewasa, bisa menjalani sisa-sisa proker dengan lancar, bisa lebih membanggakan orang tua, dan yang penting jangan sakit-sakitan. Dah. Itu aja. Sisanya pokoknya yang baek-baek aja lah ya masa doain orang yang jelek sih kan ntar backfire wkwkw

Bodo


Udah itu aja

Wassalam

(btw, lu tau yang pertama kali ngucapin selamat ulang tahun siapa? kaskus! wkwkwkw how sweet!)

it was lit, fam

I'm going to call this post: Rewind 2015. Rewind is the trend I suppose, so here is it

But i have a problem, my friend

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I DID YESTERDAY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER SHIT FROM MONTHSSS AGO? Forget it. It's too burdensome. Hehe, hehehehehe

brick me

So, 2015 is coming to an end. Hmm that was fast?? Happy New Year 2015 and then BOOM it's gone in a blink of an eye. It doesn't feel real ohmygod it's just an illusion i knew it we've been tricked!

All I remember is just how financially broke I am. HAHAHAH And I guess I read roo much astrology posts this year. I'm sick of it tbvh because you know what they ALWAYS say about cancer?!

"cancer will fucking cry!"
"they will cry"
"ohmygod they gonna die in misery"
"they gonna cuddle with you inside a warm blanket and gonna make you a hot chocolate with marshmallows on top of it"

Hell-fucking-o that is BS! Let me tell you what kind of cancer I am: I always have this bitchface when there are a lot of strangers, I'm a very sensitive chick yes I can't even argue properly gdi, DUH I'm basically an INFJ-T. Google it you will know

((why did i sound so angry in this post? nah probably just frustrated))

Ok, negative things aside, actually I feel so blessed this year. Less family issues, less friendship issues, less mopping over some unimportant shitheads; yep. The most stressful thing is exams actually. How I deal with my GPA, how I deal with my group projects, and a lot of new people.

And how I found a new love called SEVENTEEN. See my previous posts. I'm going crazy, seriously.

So.....2016 is coming. MEA is coming. (Masyarakat Ekonomi ASEAN = ASEAN Economic Community)

FINALS IS COMING! That slapped me right on the face cz I need to study! I need to increase my GPA :-(

My wish for 2016 are:
1. Money. Loads of it.
2. GPA (we call it IPK) = > 3,3 at least
3. A better world. I mean it. I'm so sick with what happened in 2015. #PrayForHumanity
4. For everything to get better! Amen!

See ya.

ohmygod i need to change my header :-(

The Evolution: SEVENTEEN Hip Hop Unit

Hello. It's me. It's so typical of me to talk about myself..... SO NO I'M NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF LOL I'M GOING TO WASTE MY FREE TIME UPLOADING SVT PICTURES

(sorry for the Adele reference)

Here we go...

The evolution of seventeen hiphop unit aka visual unit aka "omg i'm so cool on stage but act ridiculously off stage" unit. 

WARNING: THIS POST IS VERY VERY LONG YOU'LL NEED AT LEAST TWO DAYS TO FINISH SCROLLING LOL NO JK

Predebut days 

FETUSES!!

eye candy.

I don't have time to sum up how my life has been going for the past xx months so I come back bringing these cuties from the kpop industry :-)

left to right: jun, hansol, seokmin, seungkwan, hoshi, joshua,
coups, woozi, wonwoo, junghan, minghao, dino, mingyu

(damn that was one long ass intro)

Oh well...

me reacting to ppl having a fuss over _______

Happy Birthday.

This blog turned into a scarehouse lmao but seriously, it's not like I DON'T WANT TO write shit it's just.......nothing came to mind. Yeah. Now, for the sake of my bday, I decided to write again. I know, my writing is crappy now I'm sorry.

I'm officially 19! 19! I don't know what's special about 19 I can only thought of SISTAR19.

/cue Ma Boy/

This year is not a very good year to me and my family. Financial issues is the main topic here so I don't want to tell you too much about it. Basically me and my fams need some $$$$$ this year (and my Dad can not shut up about 'this is our new President's fault!' LOL). I can only smh. So, yea, I learn that it's more beautiful to be so grateful for what we got, instead of whining and beg for more. Lack of money turned me into a new person, tbfh. I noticed that and I'm glad.

As for my bday this year. Nothing special, I guess. Nothing different happened today. And I didn't even notice the date if my phone didn't remind me! Really.

I don't expect anything such as present or some shit like that I only want to stay up2date since it's INFINITE's comeback!! I basically live on Twitter. Twitter 24/7. Twitter should pay me money for this. I'm serious.

Btw, you must see INFINITE's new MV! And the 360VR MV teaser! They ARE AMAZING! Esp Sungyeol! (cz he's my fav member and I'm biased as fuck tyvm!)

That's it my random rants for this not-so-special day. I barely had anything to say about my bday and it shows how many fucks I give for it HAHAHAH I just turned 19! My 19 y.o friends and every 19 y.o person in this world experienced it. The only important thing about it is the FACT that Allah still gives me chance to live in this cruel and fucked-up world. Thank you very much I'm grateful. ♡

Bye.

P/S: actually there's A LOT of other things that I want to write here but I can't find the right words. I'm a bit rusty sorry ;_;

wth am I writing...

credit: 91station

It's a Sungyeol x OC fanfic. (not really an OC but....well...)

Warning: it's a little trashy so bear with me (and my english)

Block (or Blok)

Guess who's back? Me! (nah not really) (who tf cares anyway)

The sad truth is, gue kena writer's block! You know, right? When a person/writer couldn't write something because of a sudden inability to produce a new work! Gue gak paham penyebab-penyebab dari penyakit ini karena tiba-tiba aja sesuatu ini menyerang dengan ganasnya. Gue sampe googling 'cara mengatasi writer's block' tapi percuma karena ternyata (menurut gue) penyakit ini tergantung pribadi masing-masing aja sih buat ngatasinnya. Yang kuncinya juga cuma satu yaitu: niat! Kalo gak niat yaudah, the end.

Terjadi banyak peristiwa dikala gue terkena writer's block; seputar perkuliahan, libur pra UAS, waktu UAS, habis UAS, tahun baru, infinite, hasil uas, et cetera et cetera. Dan kayaknya gue gak bakalan nyeritain itu karena ini menyangkut harkat dan martabat, bahaya kalo dunia tau. (lagian juga gaada yang mau tau)

Sekarang gue lagi enjoying life; jadi 99.9% anak rumahan. Kerjaan gue tiap hari sama; bangun tidur, cek sns, mandi, makan, twitteran, sketching (gagal), nulis fanfic kalo nemu ide, baca fanfic, socializing with fellow inspirits, tidur. Udah.  Itu aja sih. Kalian-kalian yang menjalani hidup normal (ew.), pasti gak bakalan tau rasanya kayak gimana. Pasti banyak dari kalian yang berpendapat obsesi gue terhadap hal-hal yang berbau korea (wisely speaking, the fangirling thing is not only about a korean band, tho (i.e 1D/5SOS/maze runner, even!)) itu adalah sesuatu yang gak penting.

"Duh ngapain sih lo ngurusin ginian? Ngaruh banget sama hidup lo?"

Ngaruh. Karena ini hiburan gue. Karena gue naruh interest (and money. and life. and feelings) sama mereka. Because they entertain me. Enough said.

Gue sampe bikin akun twitter khusus buat fangirling, dan menutup personal account.

Bukan berarti gue menutup akses dengan real life ppl ya, duh, please. Menutup akun twitter bukan berarti gue berhenti menjadi manusia dan beralih menjadi makhluk cyberspace. Meskipun kadang (most of the time, I meant) gue memilih untuk menyendiri dan menjaga jarak dengan teman-teman pas liburan ini. Gue mengakui gue gak normal dan gue nyaris mirip sama anak-anak tumblr yang kerjaannya di rumah berteman sama wifi, maen twitter dan, yah, reblogging gif-gif lucu di tumblr. Sometimes we need a space, you know.

Ok, bye. 

Who You

credit: Deary Dream

(if you don't understand the content and just curious about it, don't expand...just don't!)

***

We're The Freshers

Jadi di kesempatan ini gue akan berbagi cerita tentang ospek di kampus gue.

Dimulai di hari pertama, tanggal 2 September. Semua maba memakai seragam atasan putih dan bawahan hitam, cewek diikat ekor kuda rapi tanpa poni, membawa tas hitam dengan gantungan yang sudah ditetapkan, memakai nametag (yang gak aneh2, tinggal print dan dimasukkan plastic id card), sepatu pantofel hitam plus kaos kaki putih di atas mata kaki. Simple. Bawaan kita di hari pertama pun gak aneh-aneh, semuanya affordable dan mudah kecuali tugas-tugasnya yang pada ujungnya, TIDAK dikumpulkan. Untung gue ngerjain sendiri, kalo beli...bisa hilang sia2 rupiah2 gue. Mungkin berkaca dari kejadian2 di tahun sebelumnya ya, dimana ospek dijadikan ajang perpeloncoan terhadap junior, jadi ospek sekarang dientengin aja. Enteng tapi gak enteng2 banget.

Maba kumpul di depan gedung rektorat berdasarkan cluster masing2. Dari masuk gerbang itu para panitia korlap udah pada tereak2.

"Langkah dipercepat!!" 

"Tidak ada interaksi!!" 

"Gak usah lari!!"

Kira-kira itulah kata-kata yang diteriakkan. Awalnya kaget juga sih, suasana hening, adem ayem, tiba2 kakak2nya tereak2 kenceng banget padahal gapake toa. Hebat. Rasa2nya pengen gue tawarin permen herbal biar suara mereka gak serak. Sebenernya gue agak sebel juga sih ditereakin tapi kemudian gue inget sesuatu: ini ospek, men!

Selesai dengan itu, kita kumpul sesuai cluster masing2 dan mengikuti upacara pembukaan dengan khidmat dan menyenangkan. Mulai dari aksi tim Marching Band, paduan suara, aksi color guard, dan lain2 deh pokoknya keren. Setelahnya, kita digiring masuk ke gedung buat penerimaan materi dan acara2 yang lainnya. Singkat cerita kita udah dapet tempat duduk meskipun banyak yang kudu berhimpit2an, dan (something which cannot be missed) panitia korlap yang galaknya ampun2an. Gue kebetulan kan cluster 1, kebagian duduk di tribun, alhamdulillah bgt dah. Jadinya gue bisa ngeliatin suasana hiruk pikuk yang pada kebagian duduk di bawah. Dan gue memperhatikan satu panitia korlap, yang dandanannya islami sekali, memakai rok sendiri diantara panitia lain yang terlihat garang dengan setelan hitam dan merah. Si panitia islamiah ini ya, kalo diantara panitia yang laen, suaranya paling kenceng sendiri. Gue yang duduk di tribun sampe ngeri ngebayangin jadi maba yg duduk di bawah, gak pengang apa ya telinganya.

Penampilan seseorang benar2 menipu, ya, kawan.

Lalu selanjutnya ada banyak ceramah dari dekan dan kawan2, dari perwakilan aktivis mahasiswa kampus, sampe ishoma. Setelah ishoma, lanjut materi2 lagi. Jujur, kawan, mungkin semua susunan acara ini menyenangkan dan bermanfaat, tapi gue ngantuk berat jadinya gak fokus. Fokus gue malah pas acara mau habis, ada stand-up comedy, oi! Favorit banget pokoknya. Biasanya gue kalo sama comic itu cocok2an ya joke-nya. Sampai detik ini, gue cuma cocok sama Ryan Adriandhy dan Dodit Mulyanto, yang laen gue gabisa ketawa. Ajaibnya, sama comic asli kampus ini gue bisa nyambung bgt asli orangnya menghibur. Mungkin karena joke-nya juga gak lepas dari fenomena2 riil yang terjadi di daerah gue sendiri. Sayang, segalanya harus berakhir dan gue gatau bisa liat dia stand-up lagi kapan. Singkatnya, hari pertama selesai lah.

Hari kedua nanti saja. Capek gue pulang osfak LoL

The Thing About OSPEK

OSPEK. MOS, kalo jaman kita sekolah menengah. Lo tau apa? Sebut gue idiot atau bodoh atau terserah, tapi gue gak tau kepanjangan dari OSPEK itu apa. Seriusan! Dan gue sama sekali gak berniat buat tau, karena yang muncul di otak gue ketika mendengar OSPEK adalah: senior galak, pemberian materi, tugas, dan barang bawaan yang aneh2 dan ribet. Ketika kita complain tentang tugas2 yang kelewat banyak dan ribet, dosen2 act like there's nothing new 'bout that. Everything seems so ordinary and not out of place, so what is there to be murmured about?

Gitu!

Entah apakah dosen bersekongkol dengan panitia, atau karena mereka pernah mengalami yang lebih kejam dari ini. Opsi kedua yang paling bener, kayaknya. Kalo versi anak mudanya sih mereka kayaknya mencoba untuk berkata semacam ini: "Kalian cuma diginiin doang! Kalian gak tau penderitaan kita dulu kayak gimana!! Sakitnya tuh disini, NAK! DISINI!" *nunjuk pantat*

Indonesia dari dulu emang gini ya orientasinya? Sumpeh lo? Kasian bener.

Selama ini gue cuma bisa iri aja liat film2 luar. Yang orientasinya itu keren2. Mereka pake varsity jaket, hoodie, dan kaos yang ada tulisan universitasnya, terus pegang bendera segitiga yang ada label universitasnya juga, terus kakak seniornya ramah banget. Para mahasiswa baru diajak keliling kampus, trus ntar ada pembagian materinya juga (sama kayak kita), biasanya juga ada game-gamenya. Game yang bikin kita lebih akrab satu sama lain gitu deh.

Iri dah gua.

Kita disini disuruh beli ini itu, dilabelin ini itu, bikin nametag dari anyaman jerami (gak), bikin tugas, pake ini itu, rambut di ini itukan, gitulah, ribet sekaleh. I can complain, but nothing will change. Singkat, padat, jelas, dan lumayan bikin sakit hati. Mungkin semua sudah berubah, mungkin nowadays ospek2 gak sekejam yang terjadi di masa lalu. Dimana banyak korban berjatuhan sampai tewas. Dimana banyak yang dilecehkan. Oke, fine, sekarang bisa dibilang ospek kita sifatnya 'baik' sekali. Compared to the past.

But! Still! Some things don't change!

Kok orientasi kita gini banget sih? Kenapa gak kayak yang di negara2 maju itu aja? Simple, gak ribet, tapi mendidik.

Jawaban mereka mungkin: "Ya mau gimana lagi"

Fine, fine! Sekian opini dari saya kurang lebihnya ya....mau gimana lagi?

We'll Be Back!

Next week, tho.

Yeol looks so skinny :(

 Eat more, you brat!

Dark-haired Dongwoo :)

 Duh, please, can you even throw a good punch with those skinny arms?

 Howon....

Nam Woohyun be like "here's my heart" (feat. Lee Hoya)

 

Sunggyu didn't win the sexiest male-dol for nothing

Group shot!

Bonus!!! (stupid SooYeol)

credit: callmechodingboy.co.vu

Speed Dial #2

Again. This is a fanfiction. 

Not Over You

I guess my heart only knows you

*

Travis thinks it's the perfect day to go out for a walk, since the sun shines so bright that his eyes squint. But apparently not. Not after he broke up with Lizzy yesterday. It's not like he's still in love with her, he's just guilty. That girl is just so into him; her eyes sparkle, she smiles way too wide, she gives Travis all the attention that sometimes Travis would just push her away. This is just too much, Travis thought. He thought he deserves it, but no, he is not, and now he feels so guilty for her. He basically just used her for something he is not even sure about.

His phone vibrates.

'I understand, Travis. Don't worry' it says.

Travis smiles at the message. His chest is no longer as tight as it was just now.

Her good point is that she lets things go easily. If something doesn't go her way then it's okay, it's nothing new, anyway.

Soon, Travis decides to take a tour around the neighborhood. He paddles his bike as slow as possible, enjoying the scenery that he never knew does exist. Three blocks away later, he finds himself looking at the cozy-looking cafe across the street. He remembers that place.

He wonders if she still go there to grab some Caramel Iced Coffee.

Just when he is having some thoughts about her, the figure suddenly appears in front him (almost) like a magic. Not really 'in front of him' actually, she's there, across the street, with a tall boy. He knows him, it's his classmate back to his old days in high school, Roy. A loud, happy-go-lucky guy with gummy smile. Funny how he's grinning to himself as soon as he discovered the guy. Even funnier when he remembers he used to be friend with him until last year when he broke up with the girl. Funny. Really.
 
The girl. Kim. The girl that he used to date for 4 years.

She's his third girlfriend, but she's his first love. She's the most amazing thing that ever happened to him and it was so difficult to let her go. Even until now, he's not even sure himself if he's over her. But seeing the smile on her face when she talks to Roy right now, maybe he is (not). She looks so happy. She looks so perfect. And Travis feels so relieved. At least that girl didn't fall into the wrong hand.

He's still on his bike, looking at the beautiful figure through the not so crowded road and the invisible window glass. After the good ten minutes, she finds him, and everything freezes. His heart thumps rapidly as her eyes find his. And then she smiles.

She smiles at him. Travis smiles back and waves his hand at her once, and then he leaves.

The feeling is so great that he smiles all the way back home. His heart couldn't get any lighter than it is right now.

Maybe I'm not over her, maybe I look so pathetic, but I don't care anymore, I'll win her.
 
Soon, very soon.

*

What am I doing, again? -____-

Just Bent

This is a fanfiction so stay away is you barely even know anything about it. I meant it. (unbeta-ed)

Instagram itu ya...

Dulu, kalo pas habis kenalan sama orang gitu, kita bakal nanya: "Facebooknya apa?" kemudian seiring waktu berjalan, ganti lagi, "Username lo apa? Follow gue ya", dan sekarang, "Follow instagram gue ya?". Dan hal yang biasa terjadi adalah: Elo minjem hape temen lo, terus elo buka app Instagram, terus lo buka profile lo, lo like in semua foto lo yang ada disitu. Habis itu tinggal nunggu aja deh lo bakal dibunuh atau dicekek sama temen lo itu. Yeah? Yeah.

Instagram udah beberapa tahun terakhir ini jadi hal paling happening and we can't miss any single day without checking it. Entah mau upload foto-foto seru lo (makanan, tempet nongkrong keren, temen-temen unyu lo, family outing, date sama pacar, even your damn foot!), entah mau liat apakah seseorang tertentu update foto terbaru (uknowwhatimean), entah mau ngecek apakah olshop langganan lo upload produk terbaru, basically, everything you follow lah. Instagram emang tempat yang asik, gue akui itu. Foto-foto lo yang norak pun kadang bisa jadi sesuatu yang keren (gak juga sih, norak ya norak aja) karena dibantu dengan filter-filter yang disediain disitu. Cuma kayaknya sekarang ngetrend-nya pake VSCO, LUZMO, Pixlr-o-matic, Rhonna, sama Photogrid deh. Ya kan? Wkwkwk. Instagram lama-lama kehilangan fungsi utamanya.

Dan lo tau kan, Instagram is one of those annoying places where people judge brainlessly, where people advertising things oh so stupidly....anything whatsoever.

It still hurts (like shit)

credit: 10minutes

Noooo I'm not going to reveal any of my privacy again (tho actually there is nothing to hide anymore since I already revealing too much), I will talk about *ehm* Infinite Sungyeol. Yes. The one and only Prince in the Far Far Away Kingdom under the endless rainbow with unicorns all over the hills. This is not a bullshit (at least in my dream).

I've been thinking about this since what? The first time I like him? Yeah. I guess. My question is none other than: "Why did he get the least line?" "Why did he stand on the very corner?" "Why did he dance on the very back?"

Still left unanswered. All of them.

I couldn't help but it hurts to see. When the other got a line and Sungyeol didn't. When the others got a solo shot and Sungyeol didn't. Why. Just why. Well, about me saying that Sungyeol got no solo shot it's not completely true, almost. The situation is nearly this way: Sunggyu (8 times) Dongwoo (6 times) Woohyun (8 times) Hoya (9 times) Sungyeol (4 times) Myungsoo (10 times) Sungjong (7 times). There! There has been absolutely a situation like that. I'm so upset I couldn't help it. He is like the most innocent person I ever met in my life *lies*. Blah, at least he is not faking anything and that's why he is more charming than anyone in the group for me (my opinion. idc bout urs). He has a very bright smile and it looks so innocent and pure and just like an angel. He is not denying anything about his mistake in the past. He is sincere. But, well, I love him but I couldn't deny the fact that he has an explosive character. He is ignorant (sometimes). He is careless and cannot take care of his body. What could I expect? He is a human, too. Everybody makes mistake.

Back to da topic guise. Okay, I hope that he will get more part in this album. Sajangnim said there is a member with improved vocals. Who could it be? I hope it's Sungyeol *le creys a river*. When I was writing this crap, I noticed that Melon released a video of Last Romeo MV making (idk man, making teaser?), I don't know I haven't watch it but when I scrolled down my tl I saw a tweet: Sungyeol got no solo shot dhdienediddldldk. What. WTF. Right when I was having a thought about him getting more shots and lines?! And then something popped up on the very top of my tl, well, Sungyeol's shot. When the others have (at least) 2, he only has 1. I don't know if there is more and just not revealed yet. Idk. Let's just wait and wish for the best of him (or woollim, if they are kind enough).