Untold Secret (12 of May '13)

Written on May 12th 

I keep on deny this feelings inside me

'Cause it's deniable 

'Cause as I keep on thinking about it;

it hurts

Is it wrong if i feel so insecure about it?

Things just too mainstream

If I go with the flow then it's not me

'Cause I'm one of a kind

I'm like this when people like that

I wear blue on funeral when the others wear black;

if you know what I mean

Because I'm just being me

Nothing is wrong with that

Then you come and somewhat changes the atmosphere

I think you can take me with you

But then I feel so pathetic and naive

Why do I believe someone like you

You think everything is funny

Playing with heart is funny

That heart is belong to someone;

not yours

Then I go away,

I mean, I try

Now that even if you are here next to me

You've no idea about how far we actually are