eye candy. (2) (csc - ksy)

Just wanna show the world how amazing these boys are.
I'm not going to say too much (I won't say anything actually)
Note: Stan Seventeen. Stan Talent. These boys are not all about looks or heights or some kind of that bullshit, these boys are talented as fuck you'll be ashamed!

let's just quit

I feel like shit these days. I might appear very fine. Too fine, actually. I wake up at 8, skip breakfast, watch comedy shows, play twitter, not socializing with anyone, eat dinner, read fictions, then I'll call it a day. Since the new semester isn't gonna start anytime soon. 

But, the noise inside my head, the worries I keep in my heart, all the supposed-to-be-irrelevant thoughts, the uncomfortable bullshit in my guts, yikes! Sometimes I wonder if it's okay to just die. 

"What kind of crap are you talking about? You look fine and happy! You can't be that stressed out!"

Well, ya, what do you know about me? 

I never joke about 'stress'. It's a strong word to me. Don't play around using that term. 

deux

SOOOO

HELLO!

I'm here again and guess why? Yep, because today is my birthday and it feels weird to not post anything in this.... full-of-cobwebs blog. I feel kinda sorry for abandoning this ship(?) for how long? Almost a year? Oh my God.

I look back at the time when I used to post thrice a day. What the hell man what did I do in my life before that I got that much of a free time to blog?? Right. Middle school. Puberty, first love, tryhards, and all that shit.

Ok. Back to the main topic of the day.

I'M 20 YEARS OLD! TWENTY! I'M IN MY EARLY 20S NOW OHMYGODDDDD

Does that mean I will face my midlife crisis, soon? Too early for that? Who knows?

I can't believe I can't say shit like "Hell yeah I'm still 19 years old, brah!" anymore. (lol but that sounds really stupid what did i think) I'm kinda sad. Good bye, 10s.

Look at me look at me look at me I'm kinda childish if you read this entry but believe it or not, I'm a pretty cool and chill girl in real life. Turning 20 does not do shit in my life tbvh. Age doesn't change anything. People does. I guess. Idk much about life but I do know enough to keep me sane and open.

Ok, now, what do I want for my birthday?

I just hope I can increase my GPA by a number or more. It's depressing to think about it. Imagining the lecturers and the sins I've made in the process of my study. Oh hell no I've done a lot of unthinkable mistakes. Please, God, it's about time my GPA shines as bright as the stars. I cannot wait much longer. I will become an intern next year so please :-(

And another thing I want is.... for my family to stay healthy..... and healthier if that's possible (and getting wealthier) (it's all about the $$ anyway) (what's new) (tuition fee is the shit I want to sue somebody)

And I need a fucking driving license!

Oh, and I want a brand new laptop. LOL. Really. I want it and I NEED it. There, I put in the keyword. The main point.




Bangsat ah pake bahasa Indonesia aja, udah malem ini ngetiknya keburu ngantuk gak bisa mikir banyak. Huhu

Intinya bersyukur aja sama Yang Maha Kuasa udah dikasih umur panjang dan semoga barokah. Semoga di umur yang ke-20 ini, Nanda bisa jadi pribadi yang lebih baik lagi, jadi lebih mandiri dan dewasa, bisa menjalani sisa-sisa proker dengan lancar, bisa lebih membanggakan orang tua, dan yang penting jangan sakit-sakitan. Dah. Itu aja. Sisanya pokoknya yang baek-baek aja lah ya masa doain orang yang jelek sih kan ntar backfire wkwkw

Bodo


Udah itu aja

Wassalam

(btw, lu tau yang pertama kali ngucapin selamat ulang tahun siapa? kaskus! wkwkwkw how sweet!)

it was lit, fam

I'm going to call this post: Rewind 2015. Rewind is the trend I suppose, so here is it

But i have a problem, my friend

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I DID YESTERDAY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER SHIT FROM MONTHSSS AGO? Forget it. It's too burdensome. Hehe, hehehehehe

brick me

So, 2015 is coming to an end. Hmm that was fast?? Happy New Year 2015 and then BOOM it's gone in a blink of an eye. It doesn't feel real ohmygod it's just an illusion i knew it we've been tricked!

All I remember is just how financially broke I am. HAHAHAH And I guess I read roo much astrology posts this year. I'm sick of it tbvh because you know what they ALWAYS say about cancer?!

"cancer will fucking cry!"
"they will cry"
"ohmygod they gonna die in misery"
"they gonna cuddle with you inside a warm blanket and gonna make you a hot chocolate with marshmallows on top of it"

Hell-fucking-o that is BS! Let me tell you what kind of cancer I am: I always have this bitchface when there are a lot of strangers, I'm a very sensitive chick yes I can't even argue properly gdi, DUH I'm basically an INFJ-T. Google it you will know

((why did i sound so angry in this post? nah probably just frustrated))

Ok, negative things aside, actually I feel so blessed this year. Less family issues, less friendship issues, less mopping over some unimportant shitheads; yep. The most stressful thing is exams actually. How I deal with my GPA, how I deal with my group projects, and a lot of new people.

And how I found a new love called SEVENTEEN. See my previous posts. I'm going crazy, seriously.

So.....2016 is coming. MEA is coming. (Masyarakat Ekonomi ASEAN = ASEAN Economic Community)

FINALS IS COMING! That slapped me right on the face cz I need to study! I need to increase my GPA :-(

My wish for 2016 are:
1. Money. Loads of it.
2. GPA (we call it IPK) = > 3,3 at least
3. A better world. I mean it. I'm so sick with what happened in 2015. #PrayForHumanity
4. For everything to get better! Amen!

See ya.

ohmygod i need to change my header :-(

The Evolution: SEVENTEEN Hip Hop Unit

Hello. It's me. It's so typical of me to talk about myself..... SO NO I'M NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF LOL I'M GOING TO WASTE MY FREE TIME UPLOADING SVT PICTURES

(sorry for the Adele reference)

Here we go...

The evolution of seventeen hiphop unit aka visual unit aka "omg i'm so cool on stage but act ridiculously off stage" unit. 

WARNING: THIS POST IS VERY VERY LONG YOU'LL NEED AT LEAST TWO DAYS TO FINISH SCROLLING LOL NO JK

Predebut days 

FETUSES!!

eye candy.

I don't have time to sum up how my life has been going for the past xx months so I come back bringing these cuties from the kpop industry :-)

left to right: jun, hansol, seokmin, seungkwan, hoshi, joshua,
coups, woozi, wonwoo, junghan, minghao, dino, mingyu

(damn that was one long ass intro)

Oh well...

me reacting to ppl having a fuss over _______

Happy Birthday.

This blog turned into a scarehouse lmao but seriously, it's not like I DON'T WANT TO write shit it's just.......nothing came to mind. Yeah. Now, for the sake of my bday, I decided to write again. I know, my writing is crappy now I'm sorry.

I'm officially 19! 19! I don't know what's special about 19 I can only thought of SISTAR19.

/cue Ma Boy/

This year is not a very good year to me and my family. Financial issues is the main topic here so I don't want to tell you too much about it. Basically me and my fams need some $$$$$ this year (and my Dad can not shut up about 'this is our new President's fault!' LOL). I can only smh. So, yea, I learn that it's more beautiful to be so grateful for what we got, instead of whining and beg for more. Lack of money turned me into a new person, tbfh. I noticed that and I'm glad.

As for my bday this year. Nothing special, I guess. Nothing different happened today. And I didn't even notice the date if my phone didn't remind me! Really.

I don't expect anything such as present or some shit like that I only want to stay up2date since it's INFINITE's comeback!! I basically live on Twitter. Twitter 24/7. Twitter should pay me money for this. I'm serious.

Btw, you must see INFINITE's new MV! And the 360VR MV teaser! They ARE AMAZING! Esp Sungyeol! (cz he's my fav member and I'm biased as fuck tyvm!)

That's it my random rants for this not-so-special day. I barely had anything to say about my bday and it shows how many fucks I give for it HAHAHAH I just turned 19! My 19 y.o friends and every 19 y.o person in this world experienced it. The only important thing about it is the FACT that Allah still gives me chance to live in this cruel and fucked-up world. Thank you very much I'm grateful. ♡

Bye.

P/S: actually there's A LOT of other things that I want to write here but I can't find the right words. I'm a bit rusty sorry ;_;

wth am I writing...

credit: 91station

It's a Sungyeol x OC fanfic. (not really an OC but....well...)

Warning: it's a little trashy so bear with me (and my english)