"It's summer, Ryan. Everybody changes!" said Sharpay. This kept on haunting me since the day I heard it from HSM 2. At that time, I was only 14 (or maybe 13, whatever!), I'd no clue about that. What makes it weird is, I still clearly remember it up till now. Well, a hint for your future, anyone? And now, I definitely understand what that means. Everybody changes, biatch!
At this rate, all you have to do is just sit in silence while listening to others, and watching the way they behave. If something suddenly clicks then maybe it was that feeling. Yes, that feeling when you think everything is just completely different. Different from yesterday, or maybe last week, or maybe last year. You could just guess.
What hurts is that suddenly you realize that someone is not by your side anymore. You have no idea why, all you know is that they're slowly walking away from your life. What did I do wrong? Hell, at this rate you only know how to think in paranoia. Blaming yourself for all the things you never did instead of sitting calmly with a cup of coffee in front of you. How stupid could we get. How stupid could I get. That's just how we are and how thing goes. Or is it just me who's beyond everybody's behaviour? Seems closer to it.
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